what do i like to do

i sometimes whats is it that i like to do because nothing entices me forever. i get bored of things so soon and i am too lazy. i lack will and that killer instinct. and i think tooo much. this is the only thing i do in loads. and this is how i am different. i think people dont think and even if they do their thinking is one dimensional ie they see things from their point of view. i take multiple views of every situation from different angles. because of this i have to deal with lots of conflicts and most of the time is spent in resolving those conflicts. and they never get resolved. different dimensions dont fit and no complete picture emerges unlike the case in cordinate gemotry where different views fit into each other and form a complete view.

i think one more thing. people who think too much, i mean think on irelevant issues dont do anything. they just think. i beleive such people should not be recruited in any kind of job. never the less such people can be good writers and write articles for newspaper. many a times we come across nonsense articles in newpaper especially on sunday. some of the articles do not at all make sense to me. the article is full of all sort of vocabulary and finally after reading it i cant make out what the writer actually wanted to say. i feel for such writers writing is like pent up emotions which has to come out no matter what.

so here i am in dilema. i seriuosly dont know what i am good at and what i am suppose to do. and i am too lazy to find out. and i think my whole life will therefore be spent in running on the roads meant for others and therefore i guess i wont suceed. but i am not complaining as i am too lazy to do that.